Tanya Zero

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Benefit Erase Paste & Watts Up Review

|On Saturday, January 31, 2015
Hello Everyone, So shortly after Christmas I found myself venturing into Debenhams when I had a bit of time to spare and I ended up having a splurge at the Benefit counter with some of my Christmas money. I would say that (amongst the few that I've tried) Benefit is my favourite higher end make-up...

New video!

|On Friday, January 30, 2015
Hi everyone! So I have done a new video on my youtube channel of a trip to London i went on this month. Please go check it out if you have time :) Expect a review post on one of the restaurants we went to on the blog very soon! Thanks my loves, Tanya xxx...

New Years Resolutions!

|On Monday, January 05, 2015
Hi everyone! First of all, sorry I haven't posted in about a month. I haven't been as regular with posting as I would have liked to have been. I always find that I think of a post I want to write (or in terms of YouTube, a video I would like to film) and then by the time I get round to actually creating it I have put myself off the idea. The longer I have an idea in my head the more I begin...

November Favourites!

|On Monday, December 01, 2014
Hi Everyone! So as we are just coming into the first of December (oh my life - Christmas is officially on its way!) I thought it would be the perfect time to do a post on my November favourites :) Something easy to start me off haha!  Beauty Favourites: Through the month of November I...
Hi Everyone!

So I have been thinking a lot over the past few months about responsibilities and what's expected of me from different people in my life. At the moment, I feel a bit distant from myself and I think its caused by feeling confused and pressured by what's expected of me and how I'm supposed to fulfil those expectations.

Anxiety isn't something that you ever expect to have, especially when you're the confident girl that I was. I'm not writing this now trying to be one the typical bloggers who follow in the foot steps of Zoella (one of my biggest inspirations in more ways than one) and start blogging about their anxiety. However, it is needed to explain why I had my magic little epiphany.

 My panic attacks started to happen when.... 

  1. I felt pressured
  2. I felt the most alone that I have EVER felt in my life
This left me feeling so hopeless and lost. I felt like I didn't have a place in the world. I dropped out of the course I was doing because of panic attacks. No one that is close to me has ever been through them themselves so even though everyone was supportive, and their support helped me greatly, I did feel as though no one really understood fully. 

The past two months have been more than hard. I don't really trust anyone that's close to me because every time I begin to I start panicking and thinking 'why would they care about me? I'm not who I should be' . A reflective bus drive not long ago made me sit back and think though.. Why are we all so desperate to fit some sort of invisible mould? Who invented this mould and why do we all think its so important? I know you're probably saying 'The flipping media' at your screens now... or maybe just society in general but I just wanted to put out a little motto that I've been using over the past few days...

I know that we all have to show concern for what happens in our life. Whether we get a job, a good education, find love. But honestly (some may not agree with this opinion) but I think most of us, the majority of the time, care too much. I think we try to hard to looking for things to happen rather than just enjoying the flow that life brings ( HOW HIPPY DID THAT SOUND LOL?!). So my motto is when you feel like you care too much then just care less... If you have a big exam and the nerves are getting the better of you? Care less (you will do better while not freaking out - trust me!) You feel like your not skinny enough? Care less... You feel like you don't know your path yet? Care flipping less my darling! Thats what i'm doing right now and I feel better already like a weights gone off my shoulders! I even have a top that says it and I have vowed to wear it on stressful days :) Just remember you are you and you don't need to be anything but that

Lots of love,
Tanya 
xxx

Getting started...

|On Monday, November 03, 2014
Hi everybody! So this is my first post and I don't really know what I am doing. The plan is to create a lifestyle and beauty blog on here to go along with the video's that I am planning to create on my YouTube channel which is www.youtube.com/theoriginalbambi Just so you know a bit about me my name is Tanya Zero, I'm 18 years old and I'm from a town called Kidderminster near the city of Birmingham...